confession?

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 they tell me to find my inner calling

that will bring an end to the whole career stalling


they tell me to choose wisely

to think it straight and stride cautiously


they tell me this is the turning point of my life

preventing any kind of future strife


they tell me this could make or break me

without knowing the burden bringing me to my knees


they tell me science and arts both bring equal impression

but then still remind me that medicine is the only noble profession? 


isnt a soldier's job noble? 

aren't the civil servants faithful? 


isnt a teacher's profession inspiring? 

or is it all about NASA's hiring? 


tell me, is it such a crime to ditch the majority? 

is it such a shock to make the right side your priority? 






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